Blog #2

It's my blog and I'll cry if I want to....

When any type of relationship ends or closes in my life, regardless of the level of drama (which I def bring) I tend to think of things in term of "who's fault?". I typically blame myself for lots of things.  For being high maintenance.  For being unnecessarily sarcastic.  For being too emotional.  Too dramatic.  Too needy.  Too demanding.  Too selfish... and so on.

I'm not going to do that today.  I'm just going to be sad. Sad about broken trust.  Sad about deal breakers. Sad about an evaporated future. Sad about loss and emptiness.  Sad about the collateral damage. Sad about sin and selfish choices.

But I won't be this sad forever.  Jesus still has a plan.  All good things come from the Father of heavenly lights.  And no matter how heartsick I feel, that is still true.

Second blog, finished.